Have been dealing with a summer cold. It has taken everything out of me. I've got therapy tomorrow which has been a while because therapist has been on vacation. Its been tough. Depressive thoughts got kicked up last night. I really hate triggers. Didn't get enough sleep last night cause of all that. And my grandma's got surgery today if she goes in and she's convinced she's going to pass away on the table. I wondered where I got my super negative thinking, think it's from her. Wish I could call in but I can't. I get to train someone from another store again today. Erg.... so tired of this.