Something about losing the comfort of familiarity... the neighborhood being the terrain you are used to, and the bomb symbolizing the destruction of that. Maybe tied into your self-esteem, as well.
I, too, had terrifying recurring dreams from that same age! I am still disturbed by them when I recollect.
Thank you for sharing, hope you find some comfort here
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Current Dx- Bipolar I w/ psychotic features - Borderline Personality Disorder
Current Rx- 15mg Olanzapine, 50mg Trazodone 2x day, 200mg at night, 300mg Bupropion XR, Prozac 20mg
Previous Dx- paranoid schizophrenia, schizoaffective bipolar disorder
Previous Rx- Depakote, Seroquel, Risperidone
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