I don't remember ever having self esteem, deelooted. I had moved from a stable home in another state to a very unstable home in a new state the year before these dreams started. Do you think that could have had something to do with it? I never felt like it had anything to do with my move, but maybe it did. BUT it still WAS a familiar territory for me at that point as I had been walking that route to school in real life for quite a while. I guess it was new territory at 5 but by 6 and after it was quite familiar.