I get this a lot too, as well as 'why dont you just stop?'
I cut to punish myself, because physical pain is better then emotional pain and it numbs my mind, because its something i can control (sort of), and because i like seeing the blood.
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~“There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed."
-Brent Easton Ellis, American Psycho
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