So I can't figure out what my problem is today. By anyone's accounts, I should consider this a good week. Started back in therapy after a short break, didn't cry in this weeks session. It seemed productive. I appear to be making progress. I have a job interview next week. And I have leads on some other jobs. I am currently working as well.
I just really am missing my home in Southern Calif. The summer out here in the southeast this year, has been cloudy and cooler than it should have been. I thrive in hot, sunny weather. By everyone's accounts, this is not usually how it is. So I keep waiting for the sun to break through and for it to get hot -as it should be in summer- but it never seems to happen for more than a day or two.
I'm on my meds and I take them the way I should. I haven't been going to the gym as regularly as I should. I have to get there tonight.
Does anyone have any suggestions on what is going on with me. thanks
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"When the gulf between
All the things I need
And the things I receive
Is an ancient ocean
Wide, wild, lost, uncrossed"__Morrissey
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