Rough couple of days. Hate work. Just want to cry. Went to pdoc and he gave me Latuda. I've been reading things on it though and things say the initial dose should be 20 mg, he gave me 80 mg for a week, then all the way up to the max dose of 120 mg. We'll see how it goes. It's really embarrassing to cry at work. It doesn't help that I keep forgetting things. I just want to be normal.