That's how I feel anyway. I just have no libido right now. Literally zero. My poor boyfriend is putting up with it but I can tell he's getting really frustrated now.

The other night he said 'I thought we might have sex like a normal couple'

He asked again tonight and I'm just pushing him away. I feel terrible but I can't just magic myself into wanting to.

I don't really want any advise or anything, just needed to vent.