Well that appt did not go well...I almost had to go inpatient. Almost. I told her some of the new thoughts I have been having, and that they scared me. She said they should...and she said that they honestly kind of scare her.

But besides that, she's been very concerned about me. She said she's wondered several times over the last week if she should have the police come and do a wellness check.

I have to check in with her daily via email...and if I don't she will call and send someone to check on me. Have a couple things I have to do tonight and tomorrow - one being call my psychiatrist and try to get in sooner than my appt for Sept 6. And she has me coming in Monday and then again Thursday.