I don't fit in with anyone, anywhere, or anything. I am a reject even among the mentally ill. I've been attacked all day by people telling me that I am not really sick. That I make a mockery of the "truly" mentally ill. My friends even tell me how I should respect the people who put me down. See it how they do. I refuse to, because I am not blindly hateful.

I am terrible. I shouldn't care that I am nearly 23 and nearly friendless. But alas. Pathetic will be pathetic.