Congrats on making a smart choice! That's pretty awesome that you were so aware that you were heading closer into an actual mania and made the right choice for yourself.
It's so hard when we're in the UPs because they just feel really good. I don't know about you, but I tend to feel like it's the only time where I'm actually HAPPY wtih myself and my life. So if it was to go away completely... would I ever actually feel happy?!
But "ok" is better than "not-ok" which means the meds would be a good idea for now 
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"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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