I'm a really good, hardworking student. My dad covers most of my living and school expenses. He says that he is proud of me and happy to do it, but I am beginning to feel so guilty. He is struggling with money and I feel like a huge burden and piece of poop. This is my last semester, so hopefully I can become more independent after this. I tried holding down two jobs on top of school, my editing gig, and my internship, but my heart acted up and I had fainting spells. I tell him that I am grateful all the time. I don't know how to accept this loving gift without hating myself for it.