I can definitely relate to that. I am quite an emotionally sensitive person, but I don't tend to show it. I come a cross as an emotional person, because I tend to over use emoticons. I also do type over-sentimental messages. I think that might be what it is, that I feel these emotions, but don't physically display them. The only problem is that doesn't explain wanting to be diagnosed with an illness just for the purpose of telling other about it. I wonder sometimes if I actually have depression or anxiety, because I have a lot of symptoms of that. Some of the personallity disorders as well. It could be that I just don't believe myself, if that can be possible.