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I have been wanting to die since the day I woke up alive in the hospital after my last suicide attempt 10 years ago. Some days are clear and I do not think about it but most days it can be all I think about. I just don't think about suicide I pray and wish for things to end either naturally or a accident so the aftermath won't be so damaging to the few people that care for me. Therapy sometimes causes it and sometimes have stopped it.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
Last edited by shezbut; Aug 10, 2013 at 12:07 AM.
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