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Originally Posted by Mandrec
Hi newgal2! I just had the same experience. Tuesday and Wednesday I was SO depressed. I mostly just laid in bed contemplating/planning suicide. I really believed a lot of weird stuff. Then came thursday and I felt all good again. So good I wanted to get into trouble.  Confusing. I think maybe that, for me, when I get too depressed, it switches and I go into hypomania. |
Hi Mandrec, glad you were feeling better yesterday. Hope today is just as good for you!
Woke up feeling a little more down today. At least not suicidal. It may be another day where I need to force myself to stuff I really don't want to do. Lying in bed just feels the worst - - although sometimes my energy gets so low I need to do that. It's at those times that I try not to beat myself up so much and tell myself it's an episode that will resolve and I'm not a bad person because of it.