I have been depressed for awhile but lately it has been worse. Right now I just want to explored. My body feels likeit is shaking, one of my doctors say it could be because ofthe change in manufactor of one of my prescriptions. Hopefully that is whats causing it.

Dealing with the unknown going on in my house with my family is causing me to feel like I am going to explode.

I am alone, I have no friends and my family hardly knows how I am feeling. They don't even notice the physical signs that are in plain view. I cut to feel and to take away thefeelings I am having and they don't even notice the marks. Sometimes I just want everything to go away.

I don't fit in with anyone Iam always alone no matter if I am surrounded by people or no one is around. I hate myself I am a disappointment.