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Originally Posted by unkownusername
Na they don't but they did't stop it, yeah know? Outside my grade, no the year about me are all drug addicts(but some are sound) but I'm staying away from that stuff, no matter what.The year below me(no offense to them but it the truth) stink, don't shower, all that kinda stuff and their black(mostly)(I'm not racist but in my school they are, not like white's are better than black racist but if your white you hang out with the whites, if your black you hang out wit the blacks.)So I'm kinda corned to my year. The years sometimes mingle but not like hang out and talk but hang out and do drugs type thing. I do have friends outside of school but 55 days a week with no real friends starts to get to you. Any more advice will be nice thanks cause I want to sort out what I'm goin to do before school starts up again from summer
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Even if you board cant you get off campus for a little while? Go down to a coffee shop or something and meet people? If your not into the drug and alcohol scene (i dont really blame you, it wont help anyways), try to join groups or social activities even if its awkward at first. Unless your school is super small, there has to be a place where you 'belong'. That deeper connection you seem like you want with 'true friends' is hard to find anywhere. Instead of following a routine and going the same places every day walk around in sections of the campus where you usually dont go, see if you meet anybody. If you want to meet new people youll have to put yourself out there. Sitting on the side and hoping someone will find you wont help.
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