Lifelesstraveled, it is painful to hear that you don't expect much from anyone or depend on anyone. Your T should be a person who you should expect respect from, and who you can depend on. Therapy is where you should feel respected and you should be able to count on your T being there for you. If there is an emergency, she should've written a quick note to tell you to leave, or put the person on hold to apologize to you, etc. I hope you can take time to think things over, reflect on your honest inner feelings, and let us know how you're feeling. Keep us updated!