Sometimes I don't know if I actually believe in God, but as I was lying in bed last night I was sobbing and praying (just basically saying, "God, help me, God, help me...") I also said, in the midst of this (as in my last post to this thread) that I needed someone to call me, namely my aunt. I got a message from my aunt on my phone at 7:30 this morning. Coincidence, maybe, but I can go for months and months and months without my aunt calling me. In fact, it has been months since she's called me. I don't know, believe what you will. I just...want to believe that someone is looking out for me. I just wish that whoever it is would get me out of my current situation...