Yea, like the commercial says "if abilify is not right for you contact your doctor." I did and now I'm feeling the most "normal" I've been since the BREAK! Snap back to reality and now here I am 7 months and 9 days latter feeling really well. Social worker said that I should give it the weekend and then plan to get back on meds. There's not really a point to the meds if I get on them when the symptoms start up. Doesn't really work that way. I see the doc again on the 23rd and she'll be expecting some time on the meds.

I know one thing, if I take these meds and they put me back into a state wheres I don't function well.... It will be a countdown before I take the risk of getting off them altogether, as my experience has thus far be extraordinary. I actually feel conscious and able to have some self-esteem/ confidence. Another thing that has been chilling me out is some stress relieving music. Here's to the future and hopefully normal will be better this time around then before. I hope to be more humble and a better human after everything. Thanks for the input.