Not that bad. Starting over is good on some occasions. It gives you a chance to self reflect on what worked before and what needs to be improved. People change all though their life after humbling experiences.

After I graduate this winter I'm thinking of starting grad school at a different college and form a new reputation and meet new people. Try and accomplish everything that I missed out on during my undergrad as it kind took me by surprise. I was cheated out of my last semester and now that I have greater insight into the world around me and what it takes to succeed I'll come in with the pedal to the metal.

I basically had to start all over once it had psychosis. I had to learn how to cope and now that **** is looking brighter I'm gaining the flow of the soul back. As corny as that sounds..... it may take some time, but as Johnny Cash would say, when you get the blues get a rhythm.

Good luck, I hope we can both a make a positive transition. Peace be with you.