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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
can't get my horrible dream out of my head and all I wanna do is what the dream was.
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I don't know what the horrible dream is, but I'm guessing it involves self-harm right?
Turn your dream around. When it starts out like normal... twist it. Warp it around somehow.
Like... when I'm at some of my worst stages, I definitely will daydream about suicide. When I NOTICE that I'm daydreaming about that... I refocus them, and instead I let my little brain have all sorts of other death-daydreams... but they'll be ways that aren't suicide. Maybe I'll daydream that I got some really horrible disease, or tred to stop a robbery or something. Who knows what it'll be, but I'll twist it. So that I'm SOMEWHAT indulging the impulse, but I'm making t into one that I can't act on.
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