i have been diagnosed with mdd but have recently quit taking meds. i feel like i have to try to make it on my own. but i am being witch closely. i feel like i cannot show any emotion or they will put me back on meds. then it gets to be to much and i find myself crying myself to sleep every night, when i do fall asleep. then i put my face back on during the day. isnt that cutting it close to bipolar?? im just wondering, i need some answers i guess.