I've kinda hind the fact that I joined this message board for the last few days from my boyfriend. I find it so hard to keep secrets from the people I love most. I told him this morning because I wanted him to know that it was a way to stop being depended on him for all the answers I know he might not be able to help me with.

He was worried because I become obsessive about my illnesses or subjects I'm ranting about. I don't talk to my mom much about it or at least try not to. I figure she has enough on her plate with her job as teaching 2-3 asperger students that are going into high school. Plus, somehow my sister finds out about it.

I'm trying to not be so obsessive as it seems to be the biggest complaint people have made about my behavior.