((((TS & Little))))
I know how you feel. I had pushed my little away for so long that she just kept getting angry. Eventually, when I was in a place to deal, I tried to talk to her. She was huddled in a corner under a shelf and refused to let anyone near. She refused to talk and was very physically threatening.
Now, after about 5 months of therapy, she is beginning to come out of that dark place and even plays with another Big at times. It is really hard and really frustrating, just be as patient as you can be. She really needs you to love her right now.
Faithisalive is so right on....She has been hurting for a long time and could really use your support. I KNOW how hard that is!
You CAN do this. Believe in yourself. You are NOT damaged and neither is she.
Here if you need me. (((((gentle hugs)))))