I feel like I'm coming down with something... I was on a thread earlier responding to a post. I was fine, I was totally fine! Then as I kept typing, my mind starts swirling, it starts racing and racing, my face and hands and legs start tingling, my jaw feels kind of numb and I'm shaking. I had coffee... I know it triggers hypomania in me sometimes, but I've been depressed and it usually doesn't do so when I'm depressed so I thought I'd be fine. I'm freaking out because I'm at work and I'm alone and I actually have to keep myself together when a customer comes in. I just had one earlier and I wanted to do something erratic, something that would get me fired but I know I can't because I live on my own and no one will take care of me but me. I just... I guess... this is my check-in O_O I feel so restless and excited but want to cry all at the same time. I need a hug