Just over two weeks ago I was told by a friend of mine she didn't want to talk to me anymore, just out of the blue. So I'm been down ever since. None of my friends and family have seemed to notice. Or at least no one has bothered to ask me why I'm so down in the last 2 weeks. And today was a friend of mine's birthday and no one bothered to tell me there was a party until after it had started and I got a text asking me if I was making the hour drive to where they had all gathered.

I just feeling abandoned by my friends. Wondering if I actually have any real friends or just people I happen to know.