One psychiatrist said I have major depression and anxiety. He put me on xanax and cymbalta. I moved and the new psychiatrist says I have bipolar because I have trouble with insomnia. I have no other manic or hypomanic symptoms. The bipolar med he gave me is geodon. It gave me horrible side effects and did not help at all. He stopped the xanax and the cymbalta. I now have panic attacks, and am so depressed I only just live through the day. I have no energy for anything, no joy, and I cry endlessly over nothing. I want to die, but would never kill myself. It sure seems like I need my depression and anxiety meds back, but I am confused.