Hi Pierro,

I haven't had experience with this so can't offer you in that regard (I've never experienced a relief from the depression yet!) but I'm so glad you posted to us what's going on for you.

You can't go back, I don't want that for you! Of course we'll support you either way, I just don't want you to have more depression.

My only thought is to urge you to get on top of it as soon as possible in any way you can. Make an appointment with any doctors right away before it goes further? See what they suggest.

Has there been any particular event or stressor that seemed to set things in motion?
Do you still have some good energy? From your writing I don't think you're completely back where you were before. So can you capitalize on some of that positive energy you do have left to care for yourself and care for yourself extra during this time?

I'm there for you - let me know if there's any way I can help

Gracez