I've never been able to trust anyone, not even my friends so as you can possibly tell i don't have many friends because I am always holding my guard up. I used to think that if they were on the phone, that they were messaging my boyfriend. Id check whats app and see when they were last online and then go check my boyfriends...I done loads of stuff that in my mind led me to think that I was being played by everyone and trust me it is hard, im still going through trust issues now with my boyfriend but find talking about things to him helps (sometimes)
I've seen a counselor who helped me understand that the reason i don't trust No Man is maybe because of what happened to me as a child. I dont know..
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