I am hearing voices.... some very mean and demanding... some are simple "cut cut cut cut..." but others are "wanting" me to do more damage ...
damn.... I blame myself for opening myself up to this by using that stupid ***** razor. And for letting my family get to me.... Wish I was strong enough to just write them off....
I have taken 2 of my prn anti-psychotics already today.
I have been working with different distractions to stop myself from si'ng....
fighting is so hard sometimes...