Lol... sorry... just... are you me, with boobs? Because seriously, most of what I felt brave enough to read, sounded exactly like me, only I don't have the aforementioned boobs, so I assume ... xD

You're entirely welcome to PM me, if you want someone to talk to who'll appreciate this stuff.

Also, well done for opening up like that; I really struggled when I first came out about "Pure O". I'm starting therapy for my OCD on the 22nd. I'm terrified... just blocking it all out and pretending it's not happening.

"Some people have an Angel on one shoulder, and the Devil on the other, but for people like me, the Devil is the only companion."

Tell me about it. I know just how [beep] frustrating it is to try and explain this kinda stuff to someone completely .. ähm.. "unknowing" of it. My brother, bless him, he tries to understand, but I know he struggles a lot. To be fair, though, this is very complex stuff - we can be so creative, enough to create many intricate webs of madness inside our minds.

I've read that people like us are often very creative (and often clever... as arrogant as that might sound... totally not paranoid about that *lies*) so I'm betting you're creative in some way, perhaps into art of sorts.

As it stands, I've spent far too much time on this post, editing it, trying to make it "right", so that I'm saying it in a correct manner, so as not to sound one way, but to sound another, but not like that, but like this, but not quite too much like this, because this might be wrong, or it could be right.. so maybe I have to keep it the original way before I deleted that sentence that seemed like it was this.. but then.. and. then.. and .. and.. and.. so it ****ing continues. Also, "perfectionism" is a problem with me, particularly with what I say/type to someone, so I often take longer than most people. I've seen me spending probably hours on one post, whether it's grammar, overall wording choices, moving stuff around, amending, or God knows what else. It's not too bad if I know the person very well (best mate, for example) but it's still very much there, and it can always go bad if OCD spikes.

I feel like I've typed too much out, so I'm currently paranoid about that. I feel like I've said too much, as in, opened up too much, so I'm paranoid about that. I'm paranoid that someone's going to use this against me, or the mere possibility of it, is enough to unnerve me. I'm paranoid about my English, even though I know, bar the parts that I've not cared to improve, my English is still near-perfect. I'm paranoid that last sentence made me sound like I love myself. I'm paranoid that I've said I'm paranoid about too many things. I'm paranoid that I'm "hijacking" the thread. It really, really does go on, and on, and on, but I don't need to tell you that, do I? You know all about it, I expect.

I've said all this so that you know you're not alone - I think the most important thing for people like us, first and foremost, is to know we're not alone.

OK, I think that's coming up to half an hour on thsi post, I need to let go .... ergh... needs to be perfect... so many errors.. like that cluster of full-stops that's 4 and not 3... ¬_¬ Gets worse when I'm tired. I'm just gonna close the page. If anything, this'll make you laugh, or feel less alone, so woo.

Akuma out.

*makes one more change, then goes*