I have been wanting to cut again lately. the last time I cut, I almost died and I promised myself to never hurt myself again. but lately im craving it so bad that's all I think about. I feel it everywhere on my body and I need that release. I don't care if people think I'm crazy anymore I need it so bad. I just wish someone understood and didn't just think I'm seeking attention. I wish they'd understand that this is just as addictive as any drug. idk where to turn to.... please help :/