Problem is I can socialize on my own terms, I don't care if they are different and many people actually do not care either. I have friends. Of course I am awkward socially and I need a lot of own time.

But what really holds me back is the so called executive functioning skills. Or lack thereof. I have tried so many strategies and I still end up with a mess. I think I was born to live in a hut and only own one cup and one pot. And no appointments and anything else that needs organizing.