This is my 2nd reply - danged Tabs!
Executive Function - is that what it's called! It's nice to find out why I do the things I do. I live in a small apartment and I have 2 cups and 4 plates of varying sizes, a small bowl, a big bowl, plus a huge bowl for spaghetti (it was Mom's). Also full set of cutlery from garage sale.
So in the Armed Forces I might pass for normal, as far as that is concerned.
You know what else? Wardrobe! Oh I always wanted to have those daily decisions taken away.
You mention "own time" - there is none in the Armed Services; that was what held me back. Although running can provide own time.
I'm fascinated by what you're doing; please keep in touch!