...they might start with a glimpse of love...they might start with a grin of laughter!...

they might hit hard after a fright!...

they might be an instant response to fearsome anger!....

they might be a paranoid delusion like a deceptive thought about what some other idiot is doin'?

...and in more detail!....
it... they might be about love indescribable!...about something beautiful!
they might be about absolute terror about somethin' scary...

they might be about magnificent RAGE over crap that interfered with me! and my stability!
they might be total horror about my place in this life ...according to where exactly everyone else is!

I'm in a disaster everyday...

they arrive out of no-where ...
like they are magical!

but the only magic involved?

is that I push through

I have to hold on...

there is no other place

DM