Ever think yourr making stuff up for attention like ever think maybe your symptoms aren't even real and that maybe nothing's real like I can carryi on a conversation so how can I be manic? How can I be hypo? I can't be I'm just making it up so I will be hospitalized so I don't have to deal with life. This is what my husband thinks and I think he's right nothing is real I'm not even a real person I don't think.

I think I'm fake I think I'm made up I think I'm making it all up. I know I can see my son. I know he's real so maybe I am too. I'm confused.

This is all in my head and I could control it if I want I'm just a little baby.

Right?