I've been kicked out of someone's life whom I really care for. It's been more or less half a year now and I grew more depressed these past while. At some parts after the breakup I was fine, except for now. Ironically I've felt worse as of late. I really believe that I might be depressed as I have the signs as mentioned on articles. I'm really planning to meet up a specialist soon as it been almost 2 months straight(since last time).

There are also many other things that do not went smoothly as well. I don't really ask much, but I would be very thankful if things would get better for me. I'm very stressed to a point where my chest hurts and I hit myself when I'm angry. Not to mention disagreements with relatives as well as crying spells. I just wish I could fly somewhere far away and start a new life.