Yes!
I have spent months mourning the loss of the fantasy mother and feel like I am coming out the 'other side' at times, but not always. I asked about the fleeting aspect of it and was assured it will get better as I have more positive experiences. It will become the familiar instead of the somewhat unfamiliar.
When I have those clear-headed times, it is usually after I have learned and accepted something, it has become part of me. It's good to know that so I can reflect more on what that is.
Being able to tolerate being alone is quite an accomplishment. Good work!
ECHOES
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