My "husband" and I were in the middle of moving we had a animal rescue and I moved with the dogs first coming back for my horses, steer, llama, donkeys, and goats within a week after that because it was a bit of a long trip.
The day before I was to come up and get them he sent my steer to slaughter, two of the horses were euthanized the others I still never found out what happened to them, the donkeys mom and baby were sent to auction, the llama and goats also sent to auction and then slaughter.
He did all of this without my knowing and then lied about what happened to them and threatened me and the dogs to try to stop me from finding out. I never got to say goodbye.
He left the dogs and me with nothing in the middle of no place. I couldn't drive and even if I could have I had no car. After a year of fighting and struggling I eventually lost my dogs and my home. Many of the dogs were put to sleep I managed to keep six dogs by finding foster homes for them but couldn't save them all.
I have nightmares and flashbacks constantly. I often can't eat or sleep most of the time. I wish I was dead all the time. I wouldn't be alive now if I didn't have the dogs I have. Two have passed away from age one is not doing well but is 13 yo I have had her for the past 10 years.