You're not alone. In the time period, I lost my beloved grandmother, my dad and my only sibling. I've changed jobs twice after moving to another state and leaving behind almost everyone and everything I'd ever known to move with my husband for his job. He then had an affair, lost his job, went through a horrible lawsuit, found a job that's 4 hours away.

I know how you feel wishing for the day you will feel better. Like you, I believe it can happen! Glad that you have a supportive wife too.