I am right there with you Fuzzybear, I have a real hard time trusting also. I think George has some wise thoughts there...We do have to trust ourselves and also remember like deelooted said...We have the power and don't ever let anyone have your power! I know it is hard but try not to isolate to much it really doesn't help and does make it harder. I try and at least come here sometimes even if I am not communicating much with anyone else. Take care my friend remember you are not alone. Hugs and good thoughts coming your way!(((((((Fuzzybear)))))))