Moving to a new place and starting college can be daunting, scary, and paralyzing. I completely understand and I am glad that you are giving it a try it seems. First things first, don't give up. You can do this. Remember that you are looking through a depression filter, kind of like looking through blue tinted sunglasses, and it colors everything you experience right now. Build a support network, friends, family, and see what the school has to offer as far as counseling and psychiatry. Reward yourself when you take a positive step, i.e. walking down the hall and using the bathroom. I know it sounds silly, but hey, you did and got out of your room.

One of the things that has always helped me, is having a person in my life that keeps me accountable. For me that's my mom. When I am down, she tells me to pick myself and move forward and not entertain my negative thoughts. I know this may seem harsh, but sometimes it is good to have someone that will help you get out of your spiraling thoughts instead of placating your mood.

I hope this helps. And remember, you are much stronger than you give yourself credit for.