We worked through the fight mandrec and he apologized for saying I'm not trying hard enough he was just frustrated that I self harmed again. He jinks it's an indication that I don't care about hurting him. I put on a happy face too and try really hard to contain my mania but it's not working at the moment.
I still feel like I'm not real.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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