Keep calling, Orion. It is important to you and it is okay to call again.
What things can you do now that might help you to feel better? Hot shower/bath? Favorite foods? Online game? Music? Sleep?
Here is a site that has a really beautiful free relaxation meditation called Secret Garden. It is 20 minutes but it seems like 5 minutes. It might feel good to you to do it or do part of it, or just listen to it through to the end.
www.meditainment.com
Keep talking here too!
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