so i finally got it out to my mom that I'm like really depressed but my moms completely insane. She actually started screaming at me and telling me she cant take my ******** and she wants to just throw me through the wall right now. I told her I'd see a therapist but I know she wouldn't pay for it and then she went on saying that if I was going to get help that she'd put me in a facility 24/7 because going to a therapist would be doing it half-assed. Whats ironic about it is that she broke down to me and my brother about a year ago and told us how depressed she is and that she was on medications now and stuff. Yeah, apparently those didnt last long. I don't know what to do, I'm on like the breaking point, I've been suicidal once before and I don't want to go back down that road but I'm slowly heading that way. Of course you know to make matters worse my boyfriend just left me, possibly the worst timing ever. I can't talk to my mom, this person is completely unreasonable and insane. Like I know a lot of people say somebodys crazy but my mom seriously has something wrong with her and I just wish she could see that and how she's hurting everybody she loves. I'm only 16 so I don't really have the option of hiring my own therapist. Anybody have any ideas?