So. The friend I'm staying with said yesterday that we'd do lunch - I was thinking about going to the musuem today but she has an appointment at 1 and suggested lunch, because tomorrow she has to be at her university. She wasn't feeling well last night or this morning, but she was UP this morning and was still up for lunch.

So I hung out on the computer all morning. JUST as they're leaving, she asks her bf if he wanted to go to lunch - he says no that he wants Subway. So they're going to grab food from Subway.

So I spent my entire morning and the beginning of the afternoon waiting around for NOTHING - I could have easily gone to the musuem. It's too late to go to it now because it closes at 5 and I want to get a full day in it (it's big).

And I'm sat here crying now because so far ALL we've done together is play some board games and eat out a few times. She hasn't gone on any walks or anything at all, and most of the time when we're all in the apartment she's on her computer playing games with her bf - who has a computer next to hers. There's no space for me to be in that part of the apartment with them, so I stay on my laptop in the living room. Even when we've had food here - they eat at their computers so I have ate alone.

I'm just utterly gutted and don't even know what to do with my afternoon now because I'm too busy crying.