My husband commited suicide 2 months ago. The past week I have had 2 dreams with him in it. The first dream I was somewhere and I looked and I saw him walking toward me. I remember feeling really confused. I went up to him and hugged him and said
"why" and he said "I was getting fired from my job" I guess I am just wondering how this could possibly be bad enough for him that he had to take his own life or could his statement not be accurate as the reason?

The second dream was just a brief encounter. It was just like he popped up somewhere in a dream but that is all I remember.

I had a third dream that didn't involve him but was disturbing. I dreamed I was driving down a busy interstate and driving out of control. It was like the car was driving itself out of control, I wasn't pushing hard on the gas or steering out of control. Next thing I remember in my dream is I shut my eyes and took my hands off the wheel and then felt the car tumbling over and over with me in it. I woke up sweating out of breath.

Any connection to these 3 dreams? What do they mean?