I just feel so trapped and insanely depressed. Like it's taking everything in me right now to not just go get a knife. I feel like I sound so damn pathetic too. I think I'm gonna stay on this site for awhile tonight, I'm pretty much on the verge of doing something terrible.
I'm trying so hard right now to pretend to not be crying because I know if she came in here and saw me crying I'd be getting screamed at. I'm in a %#@&#! crazy house and there's nothing I can do about it.
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And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange
a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
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