Pros - I have managed to keep my job so far. My husband is sticking this out with me though I don't know why as he deserves better. My family is there (though they have no idea about my mental struggles). I do have stable finances for once (thankfully). I am not as in the dark as I used to be about my mental struggles. (could be a con too, not sure at this point).
Cons - I do not like the people I work with at all minus 2. I keep repeating the same mistakes in my life that threaten my way of life and I seem to not care. I keep pushing boundaries at work which may threaten my job and it is because I loathe the people and atmosphere. Not sure if the meds are working or not.
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"Death is easy, peaceful: Life is harder"
"The Day You Turned On Me Is The Day I Died,
And I've Forgotten What It's Like,
And How It Feels To Be Alive" (Daughtry-Gone)
"And you always want what you're running from. It's always been that way." Bittersweet Lyrics by Ellie Goulding
"The reason I hold on, cause I need this hole gone." (Stay by Rihanna)
"The opposite of love's indifference." (Stubborn Love, The Lumineers)
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