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Old Dec 10, 2006, 09:55 PM
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Exactly a year ago we moved from West to East. it was at the right time, it was carefully planned and we really needed a change.
But right now looking at it and trying to make a balance out of this past year, i just can't take it anymore.
So many things happened, Some good (10%) some bizarre (40%) and some real bad and nasty (50%).
And I find myself tired and looking for a scape. At this point going back West doesn't sound bad for either my hubby or myself. But at the same time I'm so scare. I don't want to start again.
I know more ppl there than here, but still, my mind gets tired of even thinking about it.
And what is worst, I know how trigerring it is for me to be moving around. But been here this year was my worst trigger ever. I really don't know how to deal with it all; and at the same time keep going until we leave (if we do actually leave).
Ohhhhh I'm just so tired.......
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